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Dunno wots wrong with me. Feels like a robot. Everything’s so dull. It’s only office and work all d time. I need to hv a break!

My mind is so tired. Can’t think clearly.

My body is so weak. It has to do many things beyond its capability.

Seems I … against d time,, I race with it! There’ll always another things to do. When is d time dat I can slow down?

Help me, I’m drowning.. Drowning in the ocean of works. I need to breathe.

My mind needs to take a rest. My soul.. Hey, I think I’m lost in the space..

I can’t enjoy d day like I used to enjoy. I don’t know how to appreciate myself now. I’m possessed with ‘work’!

Hey, who am I? A robot? I even dunno who I am now..

Gosh, I need to slow down. Find my own integrity. Find ‘me’!

Not to mention, d feeling dat I hv inside towards someone*.. wot should I do with it? Should I erase it? Should I ignore it? Should I escape from it? But how???

I dunno, wish everything is easier than b4. Wish he’s d one who has diz feeling 4 d first time. Diz feeling just came up suddenly from nowhere. Felt something strange abt him. Then it grew by its own. Try to stop it. But I can’t. I thought I understand abt him, but I’m not. Is he not dat into me? It hurts to think abt diz. I wish he knows my feeling.. without me showing it to him.. coz I can’t.. I just can’t, though I never try it..

…. gosh, the wave is dragging me deeper into d ocean ….