*sighs*
February 6, 2006
I faced a horrible week. It just, it’s so sad, n affected me a lot. Though He’s d one who gimme d sign, but ‘d old me’ came again.. I started 2 ask why n why. R u there, God? When will diz horrible thing vanish from my life? I depressed. I shocked. I cried. I think I don’t hv strength anymore to carry this burden.
But I know He never lemme go. He always talks to my heart. (I dunno wot I’m going 2 b if He lemme go *can’t imagine*.) All of my life, everything that happen in my life, it’s all because of Him. Only coz of Him.
I’ll be a ‘trash’ if I don’t hv Him with me.
Hm, I think I made some people hurt last week. I dunno, my aim is good, but I guess not every kindness will make people happy. Hope everything will be better soon 
N I just felt so stupid. I deny my feeling, my self…
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