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What is "L" anyway?

Is it when u like someone? When u can’t forget abt him/her? Can’t get him/her outta ur mind? Always feels ‘butterfly on ur stomach’? Nervous when both of u meet each other? Want to meet, speak, send message? Or wot?

And what things dat make u fall in love with them? Coz of d togetherness? Have d same likeness? Hobbies? D appearances? Wealth? Job?

How abt love @ first sight? Can you explain it?

Then, how if someone said dat ‘I pray for someone, n I dunno why, when I saw him/her, I felt something ’strange’."

So??? I think all of it’s confusing, rite? Yes, indeed.

I had some conversations with my friends abt d "L" word. Everybody has their own opinions. N I can’t say dat one is right and d other one is wrong. Nope. Coz when my friends said dat, I know it based on their own experiences, their understanding, d way their thinking, so on.

But sometimes, when talking abt love, and ppl said something dat against ur thinking.. U may resistance abt it. U ignore everything they said. U insist ur thoughts. U don’t care abt others opinions. U just believe what u felt.

Can we guarantee it? I mean, is it true? Ur feeling? How can we make sure of it?

But then, it’s abt ur feeling towards someone. How abt their feeling?

Can we say that if someone looks awkward in front of u, means dat he/she likes u? Looks so shy? If he/she replies ur message? Mails?

But ppl also used dat as d consideration whether they likes u or not. If they don’t do one of things above, it means dat he/she’s not into u.

Hmm, sometimes it doesn’t mean anything, rite?

SO wot is d measurement? To have a certainty abt their feelings?

I guess "L" word is like a puzzle :p

n I think I’ll figure it out someday,,

I dunno why, but life n death are two things dat I’m thinking abt now. Well, this week, I saw a new born baby and a sick person.

One has just came to this world, n d other one is struggling hard to keep alive, in between.

I don’t think that I can call ‘life’ as a prob. Nope. Life is so precious. Everybody wants it.

Yeah, life is a wonderful thing, but death is another thing.

I’m not so sure what I’m going 2 do when I’m at dat sick person’s position. Well, I’m not afraid of death *I think so*

But I’m afraid of leaving all of d ppl dat I love. I can’t stand d tears, I guess. Thinking how my parents will cry, my bros, my sis, family, friends. How do they live without me? Gosh.

Also thinking dat I hvn’t done many good things yet n hvn’t finished all things dat I’m working on. Many more I guess.

Hmm, I think I’m not ready for it yet.

So, in my rest life in this world, I think I’v to start to think abt it now. Then, mebbe, when d time is come, I’ll b ready 4 it

Last few days..

Still d same,, even got worse.. I dunno wot’s wrong with me.. I had some deteriotations in my life.. can’t concentrate in everything I do, postponed some tasks.. gosh!

N I try to erase diz ‘butterfly in my stomach’… try 2 4get him! Yup, him… I think d cupid ain’t on my side again hiks,, :p Well,, better wait 4 d best. Amen.

I want to b someone different diz year,, better than before! Though it’s hard, slowly but sure.. I’m going 2 b!!!

diz day,,

I find myself again. D spirit is in me!!! Thx God!!! Hv 2 keep it always

..a new year

..a new beginning

..a new chapter of life

..a new ‘better’ person

Past is the lesson

..to step further

..to reach the goals

‘with Him,, nothing is impossible’