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Pasti bingung,, he3 sebenarnya itu istilah yg digunakan saat ibadah YAF minggu lalu. It was so funny, I was laughing out loud… Bener2 lucu,, smp airmata mo keluar rasanya he3.

Well, ‘Ride d camels’ means that we have to ride the camels even though its smell so stinky, not comfortable, etc. It’s a story abt Rebecca, when she agreed to marry Isaac *?* But dat’s not d prob..

D prob is happen .. until I experienced that moment,, that I have to ‘ride my own camels’ and that aint funny at all!! Hiks,, so bad.. I even cried *so embarassing :p*

It’s about my job,, bknnya gw g bersyukur dat God already gimme diz job,, ngga sama sekali!!Malah gw bersyukur bgt, coz God gimme a job dat’s beyond my expectations!! Gw seneng bs di sini, but it feels like I dont belong here. Coz I don’t like uncertainty,, one of many things that I hate is uncertainty.. and it’s my job description, hi3 so silly,, only coz of job description :p

Tp lama kelamaan semuanya menumpuk,, gw penuh kebimbangan,, feels like everything against me.. n I started to think whether this job is for me or not.. Feels like I want to quit, resign n find another one,, well, a company phoned me n asked me 2 have an interview with them,, but I rejected *WOT* temen gw blg ‘ih sayang bgt’ n so on.. (coz it’s a gr8 company)

I dunno why, but in the beginning I’ve already set my heart to work in this area,, n my 1st chance is at KP, though at the same time,, I also got accepted at WVI.. *aargghh so confusing*

In the middle of my perplexity, I remembered the ‘ride d camels’ thing *hahaha* mebbe diz is my camels,, like it or not,, I’ve to go through it,, coz this is my decision.. n I’m not a quitter!!! I wont stop everything that I’ve already started..

So from now on,, I’m gonna enjoy my camels,, n ride it till I arrive at my destination N I know U wont leave me ;;) Tha’