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Hooray… time goes by so quickly, it’s been a month I’m working ‘ere. Thx God

And starting today, I’m going to help Recovery Division, it’s only for a month. It’s ok then..

Btw agak bingung.. jd ga ya NOMAT??? Kok malezz.. tp udh janji neh.. Pusing.. d prob is for diz couple days gw udh BOROS!!! Aarghh..

Well, I’ll think abt it. Beside, dad will come home diz afternoon, I should met him 1st. Yesterday was mom bday, but she’s not at home. She’s outta town. She celebrated her bday with her parents for diz two years.. wot I can say.. grandpa always got sick at d time she celebrates her bday *ha3*

Feels so !@#$% today…

It’s so exciting last weekend… coz wot?

First, I fulfilled my promise to myself.. dat I’ll go to YAF, n I did I loved small group

Second, I met some old friends (Poppy, Dewy, Riri & Ayu) at nite.. we met @ Celcius Cafe, Plaza Semanggi… only talked n drank something milky *?* N guess wot.. suddenly a girl came to a table near mine, n she talked so excited to her friends… then there she’s… TJ!! I thought she’s UKI, I asked her, she said no.. then after that, she recognised me… my school-mate @ SMP 49.. She’s d singer of d band… she has a beautiful voice.. unfortunately, she sang some mellow songs, so it made us mellow too :)) Perhaps, in d future, we’ll hear that song with our special person. Amen!!

Third, on Sunday… my family had a gathering, it’s a non-formal, not ARISAN :p Her husband passed the UI’ exam, she wanted to celebrate it.. It doesnt really matter though, d important thing was we can be together… share stories, laugh, remember d old times… especially my aunt from Kep. Riau was there too.. I missed dat small island too, especially AKAU.. it’s a place to eat in dat island.. I remember d ‘nasi lemak’, ‘te o beng’…. many experiences there.. I wish my family can be together like this all d time!!!

Wot I can say… I had a marvellous weekend… Thx JC!!

PS. On Monday.. I had a meeting again with d boss… n I understood my job desc then.. so heavy *I think* but I knew JC will help me.. Love ya…

AAaaRrrGghH..

Feel wanna scream.. I hv so much to do.. with little time

Actually, it’s not that bad.. but because I’m a new person in diz thing.. so it makes me confuse.. I have to read a lot of things.. especially now.. abt The Witness Protection’ Draft.. :-/

Thx God, the consultant will help me.. so it doesn’t matter anymore.. Kinda relieve.. He3.. But it doesn’t mean I don’t have to do anything.. naaaa, still have to help them… Better hurry now, other wise, I get &^%$ :p

N I have to attend a book’ launching.. *I hope so* I can meet my friends there…

How abt tomorrow?? Well… it’s weekend!! Gotta enjoy it… I have a plan to meet my old friends.. n YAF mebbe… Dunno :-/

Let’s see then…

Gee… how I miss all of that!

I remember clouds & sky… Back in Sheffield, I always look at clouds.. through the window every night.. Feels I can touch it.. The sky is so close to me.. I always imagine the pic of my family there… n I can talk to them.. I like to see its shape.. so amazing… it can be anything, such as animals or else.. Also I can tell the clouds abt everything… it likes a best friend to me, yeah at that time I don’t have best friends

Mountains.. mmh, I climbed two mountains with my friends, that is Mount Agung & Mount Rinjani.. At my last year, it’s like a habit for me to go to the mountain.. Not bcause I join d MAPALA or else, it just because I get stuck in my study, and I dunno which way to go… I just think that if I can reach the top, means I can go through everything that lays in front of me.. All the barriers. stumble blocks.. I can face all of it! Then everything, every probs will be solved. N it’s helped me to conquer myself, all d negative things that I have in my mind, and most of all.. my ego! I remember when I almost reach d top at Mount Rinjani.. the clouds was surrounding me.. I thought I was dead at that time, and in my halutionation.. I can see God walks toward me.. Of course it’s not happened :p N I also can see how a great job dat God already made for us.. A beautiful nature… It’s so marvellous!! Just too bad, that human doesn’t protect it.. In mountain, I learn how to survive, with less food and water, how to cooperate with others, how to control myself, and how to be grateful for everything!!

Beaches.. Talking abt Bali.. well, u can find beaches everywhere in here.. no wonder, in our spare time, we love to go to the Beach.. Jimbaran, Kuta, Sanur… we can swim as long as we want to… or just to see the sunrise, sunset and even just to see the people there. I like Jimbaran, I used to go here, just to see the fish-market, then of course I can buy snacks, such as lupis *yummy*, bubur sumsum. N Kuta.. It’s a gr8 place to see sunset, but when there’s no clouds of course.. also rujak, n McDonald’s ice cream *oops, I’m not promoting it here :p* How abt Legian? I just love the crowds with the music everywhere.. yeah u know.. there’s a lotta cafes. Sanur.. Definitely the sunrise!! Yup, that’s right!! It just, it so easy to get ur skin darker here.. I did :p n I regret it he3.. coz it ain’t tanned, but dark!! One else, though I know abt the MAMA PUTU’S RESTAURANT before I get back to Jakarta, but I like it… for steaks that was made by local people, it’s delicious and cheap!!! *feel hungry now :p*

Roads!! I love roads.. I used to go everywhere by motor bike and I love to speed.. I always measure my speed.. on by pass road, I can go abt 140 mph *is it? :p dunno how to say* I love to go wonder alone with my bike.. even when I have to go to teach in Tampak Siring, I enjoy d journey… especially when the wind blows over my face.. so cold… but it’s gr8!!

Gosh, so many things that I miss… I’m not sure that I can find something which I can miss here in Jakarta.. Well, I’ll think abt it :p

God, wish I can go there again.. and experience all of that again.. please God ;;)

It’s been such a long time I haven’t write again..

Thx God, I started my new job in July 2005. I’t s suitable with my educational background and abilities. One thing for sure, God know what the best for me. And I appreciated it!

Kinda feel ashame, when I’m thinking again in d past… I always ask God abt my job.. wot, when, where? And now… after all d tears, and waiting in such a long time, He gave me d job! Everybody said everything is beautiful in His time. And it’s TRUE!

I’m worried abt my new job, coz it seems d boss has a high-expextation towards me… well, I always pray that every weaknessess that I have will be covered with His perfectness. Amen!

I like d environment here, everybody seems so friendly, hope they will be forever It just, because of this is National Commission on Violence Against Women, my co-workers are women, except for the office boys. Hmm, I wonder where I can meet guys then… :p "LOL"

I also pray to God… so I can be more participate in the fellowship or church.. hope I can have much courage to be involved in YAF or GKI… so help me God

Wot else then… oh ya, I’m glad that my family can smiles again, thx God, UR helps are never too late.

Well, gotta back to work :p naaa, not work.. dat ‘WORK’, I’m a writer, so I have to read many books first, then when it comes to write a book, I will write it. So gotta back to read *LOL*